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Woahh. I haven't posted in a month. ACTUALLY one month exactly. That right there is crazy.

School is insane. I love it but i have nooo free time. Luckily field hockey is over. We had a great team and amazing season that we finished undefeated. And you'd think that now I'd be able to come home after school and go on LJ but no. I go straight from FH to conditioning for basketball.

Tryouts are at the end of the month and even though I'm not worried about not making the team, I'm terrified over what the practices are going to be. Our program at my school is intense. Insane. Boys and girls basketball is a huuugee deal.

I've been going to Evolution, which is a conditioning program before basketball actually begins and it is HELL. Terrible. First night I went I threw up in the bathroom the second it was over. Niiice. It's gotten a little better but I've decided just to go to a few every week and go to the gym on my own.

Anyway, that's about it. I haven't even touched my notebook in a solid 2 months and I've barely been on LJ. Maybe I'll be able to post more frequently before basketball starts? Because once it does, you'll barely be seeing me.

Oh and happy happy happy birthday to hurryup_iconicwho is purely amazing. =D

Lastly, got a twitter. Let me know if you wanna follow me d=

Happy Birthday Lee Donghae!

Oh wowww this is going to be long. I don't even know where to begin. First off, happy birthday to my favoriteeee fishie. I can't believe he's 23. And 24 in Korean years? How the hell is that possible?

Hae must be the cutest, sweetest, funniest and genuine person I have ever known. I can never get over how happy he is. He is just so full of life and I honestly can't even look at him without smiling. I get butterflies in my stomach when I hear his voice and my heart flutters. I can't even describe it.

Hearing about his father made me cry. And watching Hae talk about it makes me cry. I can't even begin to understand how he can continually be so happy and strong. I feel awful thinking about their long hours, how often they travel, their lack of sleep, and how they're separated from their families. But Hae always goes about everything so positively. I don't think I've ever seen him in a bad mood or angry.

Sometimes I wonder if Donghae is ever feeling terrible and just feels like he has to suck it up and be happy. I hope not. He is such a strong person and I hope he can sometimes get relief.

A day doesn't go by where I dont think of him, or anyone from Super Junior for that matter. It's almost 9PM here so I know it's 10AM in Korea, or if he's in China, 9AM. Hopefully, you get to enjoy your birthday and your hyungs are good to you. I'm actually sort of jealous of their relationship. All of them are so close and are best friends. Hae, you really are surrounded by the best.

I don't know what it was about Donghae that immediately drew me to him. When I first starting getting into SJ last summer I barely knew any names (never mind how to say them), I couldn't tell anyone apart and I couldn't recognize anyone's voice. But somehow I could always pick out Donghae. If I was looking at a group picture I'd always say, "okay well this is Hae so is that..?" Hae just touched something within me. I don't even know how he did it. I can't even explain it. I can't imagine not knowing him now.

Oppa, you are amazing. Amazing. Stay strong and always remember you're not alone. You have so many people that care about you and only want the best for you, like Eeteuk oppa. We love you. I love you. ^^ Fighting. Always.

My one and only, Lee Donghae.Collapse )

Happy Birthday Shin Donghee!

Wowwww. I haven't been able to get on here for so long. School and field hockey are taking over my life. It sucks. So sorry to friends that are writing new things, I haven't been reading or commenting but I'll try to catch up. The only good thing about field hockey is that I really do like my team, and we're really good. Undefeated.

But enough about me. Today, right now, is our beloved Shindong's birthday! I love him. He's just the greatest. I honestly cannot look at him and not have a smile on my face. So happy birthday oppa! I hope you stay happy and healthy for another year. Fighting!

Shin Donghee :DCollapse )

The Moment I Said It.

Title: The Moment I Said It
Pairing: You'll see d:
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG for light swearing
Word Count: 1,031
Thanks To: firefly_soundfor reading, doing some editing, putting up with me and being my bestie. =] 


He felt tears pricking the corners of his eyes. Saying what he had was hard enough, he didn’t need his friend to reject it and tell him how stupid it was. He stared at the ground.Collapse )

School & Stuff

Hiyaa. School started the 2nd and it was pretty crazy. I'm in a new school so it's been a bit hard for me to adjust to the new classes, teachers and all that. It also doesn't help that I have field hockey practice every day right after school.. I have to bring all my stuff to school then change afterwards and go practice. Also, first few days sucked because I had to put all my stuff in my locker since we haven't gotten our gym locker yet.

Thankfully field hockey has settled into a regular schedule. Before school started I had practices random days at different times. But unfortunately, I had still been in PT and wasn't allowed to practice.. but i still had to go. =P  That had me really freaking out. I wanted my new coach to see me play!

At my school they have a rule saying that if you're injured, you're not allowed to play (even if your doctor clears you) until the school's trainer sees you and clears you. I was becoming so desperate that once before practice I tried to get cleared by the trainer but he said that at such a bad sprain, he wouldn't even look at me until I got cleared by my doctor.

Thank God and the Heavens above that I finally got a note yesterday. Now before practice Tuesday I just have to see the trainer and hopefully he'll clear me so I can practice. I'm nervous because our first game is Wednesday. Our team's rule is that you have to attend 10 practices before your first game and even though I have and have done partial practices, I'm not completely sure that my coaches will let me play. =\

Anyhoo.. it's about 2AM and I've been talking to my friend for like an hour because I just love him so muchh. My away message right now on AIM is "I think he's the only one that would text me at 1AM just to tell me that we need to sit together at lunch.. you cutiee." hahah. Because he is. And it's weird because we are sooo close and I just love him to death and we flirt a TON. But I can't really like him because.. well.. he's gay.

Kind of. Not gay in the sense that he likes men, but he's very girly and most of his friends are girls. We have a really weird relationship. He's great though.. I talk to him about everything and I'm so glad we have classes together.

KAY. So lastly, (I guess I'll say lastly because I don't have much else to say) I wrote another story and have it all typed out and edited so that'll be here tomorrow sometime. Oh! And I'm having a bonfire tomorrow night/tonight as a late birthday party. =] I'm excited. I neverr have parties so it's weird for me to have people there to see me. I don't like it when people fuss over me.. for the most part. ;]

Happy Birthday Kim Jongwoon!

Happy Birthday Yesung! It's 11.10 AM here so it's 12.10 AM the 24th in Korea. And wow, he's 25. Well, isn't that 26 in korean years? Mehh, he's so old. Good thing he doesn't act like he's 26 =D He's a creep, and a goon and a complete weirdo/fail.. but he's great and I love him. So happy birthday!

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Happy Birthday Kim Kibum!

I wanted to post this at 11 AM my time so that it would be 12 AM Korea time on the 21st.. then it would have been so perfect. =[ But I wasn't home at 11 so this will have to do.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIBUM! I can't believe he's only 22. It seems to me like he's a lot older. And as much as I get so annoyed with him and sad over him, I can't stay mad at him. It's his fricken birthday! =D And I mean, come on look at him! Bring on the picspam.

the best of kibumCollapse )



Okay so after gong to the Orthopedics office, I found out I tore a few ligaments and tendons in my ankle. Which translates into, "you need physical therapy" and also, "you're screwed" So I've been going to PT about 3 times a week. I was so depressed and mad that I had to go about 5 weeks after I actually sprained it. Oh and by the way, apparently it was a Grade 3, high ankle sprain. (meaning very bad)

But I love PT. It hurts a little but I do so many exercises that helps stretch out my ankle. Even in the past week, I've noticed the swelling has gone down. My sessions last about an hour or an hour and 15. The last 15 minutes of each session I do this weird, electric shock thing that stimulates the tendons in my ankle. It's pretty much shock therapy. And I adjust all the settings to make it as high as it will go without causing too much pain. I got it up to 35 once. badass.

Other than PT I haven't been doing much considering I'm not allowed to attend any captain's practices or conditioning for field hockey! UGHH! But today is Thursday which means tomorrow is Friday and my sister Elizabeth (who I call Lib) is leaving for college. T_T I'm getting really depressed, really fast. I really don't want her to go. I'm so upset. Luckily, she's only about an hour and a half away but still..

My birthday is in 10 days. And as glad I am to turn another year older, it means I go back to school soon. I'm so nervous you don't understand. I'm still working on trying to change my classes around but chances of me taking Mandarin are looking extremely slim. =P Not cool man.

Once school starts, I probably won't be on here a whole lot. I will try to write, I promise. Otherwise, you won't be seeing a whole lot of me until I get all settled in at school. =]

And just as a little side-note before I go.. I'm obsessed with Happy Bubble at the moment. If you haven't seen it, go now. Cute song sung by equally, if not cuter boys. It puts me in such a nice mood. =D Thanks boys.


 Title: Goodbyes
Author: iheartsapphire
Pairing: Kyuhyun/Zhou Mi
Rating: PG
Summary: Kyuhyun hated goodbyes. But if there was anything he hated more than goodbyes, it was saying goodbye to Zhou Mi.

            It wasn’t their fault that it was like this: coming and going and never having enough time to stay. But they adjusted all the same.Collapse )


earrings, doctor's & facebook

Soo I got my cartalige pierced along with my second hole! woohoo! I'm so pumped you don't even know. It looks good but it's a little sore. The lady said it would be for a few days. But I don't even care. I'm too happy.

On a not-so-happy note.. I went to the doctor's office to get a note explaining why I couldn't go to my sleep away field hockey camp (so we can get our money back). Next thing I know, I'm getting my still-swollen ankle examined and then, get this.. xrayed! What the heckk? haha. I guess they're concerned because I sprained it about 3 weeks ago and it still shows signs of being badly injured.

The Xrays were negative but they're sending me to orthopedics because they think I probably tore something. =\ So of course they tell me absolutely no physical activity as of right now and that I should not have played on it. Greeaat. I think I made it a lot worse.

So I have to wait until the orthopedics can see me. But in the meantime I finally got a facebook! And I'm obsessed. Haha. I'm trying to catch up with all my friends so sorry that I won't be on too often these days.




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